"If he knew about this, he'd be really angry! But I'm broke and there's no work so I had to try porn. And why not, I love sex, I like to show off and the money's good too. So don't tell him, let him find out for himself! And then he might think I'm even hotter than I am! And that's HOT!!" But on the off-chance that doesn't like it, and he's turned off, I'll simply suck his cock better than I'm sucking THIS guys dick, and he'll totally forget about it!